i cant wait for you to grow up
ok this is going to be very vague but theres this guy and hes so confusing cuz sometimes i'll think hes the best thing in my life and then he'll ditch me(again) or some gay thing like that and i secretly think he just needs to grow up before he can handle me. Cuz im not the kinda person you can walk all over, like im not worth shyt or something! and yeah that just pisses me off cuz why couldnt he just call to say like, 'sorry we cant hang out today' he has to just not call me at all, leave me hanging?!?! i dont think so. So you know what? if the person im talking about is reading this, they'll know its them and i just want them to know that if he actually WANTS there to be anything between us, hes gunna have to grow up first...bastard.

patiently waiting..
hey, well just got back from camping, geez does it EVER end!?!?!? probably soon... school pictures are this thursday!!! hope the outcome is better than LAST year...lets not even GO there lmao! Im really bored rite now, call me a loser but im actually looking FORWARD to school, im actually kind of tired of summer, which i didnt think was possible. shopping...yesssssssss!!! lol i think thats probably my FAVORITE part of back-to-school! things are just weird right now though like people have changed for the better and the worse this summer. So much has happened and i just hope that school makes everything the way it used to be... JOHNS COMING TO ROSS!!! omg lol hes gunna get SO lost haha im gunna laugh at him trying to find all his grade 9 classes lmao! Anyways, im gunna stop writing now, so yeah, byebye!

lala... dont steal my sunshine!
yeah the title isnt really related to this entry but even though its SO 90's i cant help but love it(hey! its CATCHY!lol)!! so today is the day im leaving for that place that im not really sure about and im still not sure about it but in the previous entry theres a link if you want to check it out so feel free to do that...riiiiight. lol! Guess what?!?! i might be a model!! AH! lol im so excited i've only wanted this since i was like 10! lol but im going to be going to this modelling school thingy and then afterwards im getting an agent in Toronto and we'll see what happens, but too bad this doesnt happen like, overnight! im such a tard i like got all these books out on agencies and stuff from the library the other day lol but oh well, u know ur still gunna miss me over the next 4 days or so! lol dont worry im gunna miss you guys too...well some of you more than others lol!;) Anywho chicky-poos (and u guys too if you read this)i have to go pack the stupid trailer so byebye!

such a nice day<3<3<3
ohmigosh ok im SO <3Happy<3 today... yeah you know what that means lol! a couple days ago Alex told me he likes me ah! lol i know im being SO immature but im just really happy cuz i've liked him for a while now... yeah, i'll stop now:D i was at my Dads this weekend...nothing overly exciting happened... but i dont know. its weird cuz even if i do nothing at his house its still fun!! next week im going to this place, i dont know for how long but i'll be back by next tuesday... theres only 10 days until student ID card pictures!! ah! it turned out SOO bad last year, i am the LAST thing from photo-genic...what a waste of a pretty face!haha lol joking, but yeah next years pic is going to turn out PERFECT! no promises though:P Anyways, im going to go, ill write back when something worth writing about comes along... bye!!

ps- heres the link to the place im going to next!
where im going next

uh oh
so, Bobby never ended up showing for the movies with me and Georgia so we just went by ourselves... it was fun though. we went to see Dukes of Hazard. i heard that was a horrible movie but truthfully i loved it!! haha!Its thursday today... just thought you might like to know. Also im really scared cuz i dont know how to get out of this one... i got caught sneaking out yesterday!! well, kind of. i got the window open and stuff when i hear a noise upstairs. i stop. then i hear another one. and another one. i was pretty sure it was my mom, heading downstairs or something...well it was my mom alright but she wasnt going downstairs. she went into my room and discovered my "fake person" in my bed!! And to make matters worse i walked in right as she discovered that!!! At first she didnt get it, she just thought it was a blanket... but since she needed a drink of water i came downstairs with her so she wouldnt see the window WIDE OPEN!! but even though she didnt notice that part until this morning before i woke up (the window is now shut tight)she still noticed the fake person... and i dont even know how much trouble im in right now so im just kinda freaking out as im writing this... cuz if you even KNEW my mom, like seriously. She is SO tough on me sometimes.ARGH! im so pissed too though cuz "some-people-who-can-get-away-with-sneaking-out-every-nite-but-will-remain-unnamed" thought of something really fun to do last nite...argh! i wonder what that person ended up doing? Anyways, if im not grounded i'll be hanging out with Emily, but i doubt thats going to happen cuz i'll probably be grounded ....omg FOREVER! Of Course im going to try my best to get out of this one but basically im screwed... any ideas? sugarcookie33@hotmail.com to suggest them. Later.

the beginning of it all...
Well this is my very first blog on this site. I've had others before in my MSN space, but i deleted most of them, so i think i'll start from Saturday Night... That was when Shanice's party was. she turned 15 lol omg i feel so young cuz the magority of my friends have their birthdays before mine!! lol! i got her this shirt that she was eyeing lol she luved it! Yeah, so a whole bunch of us table danced haha lol that was a first! it was SOO much fun though!! After the party me and Brittany walked home together and we just layed in the grass for like 45 minutes just talking about everything and catching up with eachother. it was just like old times and not to mention SOO needed! ALEX CALLED ME FROM FLORIDA!!! but i wasnt home, can you believe it?!?! he's there right now for a record deal, he finds out on Wednesday if he got it or not...i hope he does!! Anyways, that was Saturday. Sunday i went to my DADS birthday party haha i know im aware of the coolness! lol he turned 39!! before i left though Alex had called me again and this time i WAS home. so we talked and i cant beleive how far away he is lol but its only a week so, yeah. Today Im hanging out with Georgia, Bobby, and maybe one of Bobby's friends, i dont know. We're going to go see a movie later (i dont know which one) but first we're all gunna chill at my house for a bit and play some pool or whatever. Its gunna be fun! i dont get to hang out with Georgia as much as i'd like to, so im all excited for today!YAY!!! So thats it, tommorrow i'll give you details on the rest of todays events seeming as its only 11:45 right now. im not sure if i set the clock thingy right though so it could say something totally different. bye!